I was super early for my pilates class today and got there just as the aerobics class was ending. Literally, ten guys walked out drenched in sweat, dragging, and about to pass out. You know they were the macho/jock/douche bag tpye of guys. MMAAANNN When i took aerobics I NEVER came out that bad. Sure tired and sore but never beat down. They were sooo out of shape.
Maybe this is just all a mistake
Something I never intended to happen
I want it to all go away
Fade back to a dark place away from me
Stay alive its all I wanted
Just survive Its too damn hard to stay in this place
With all of these memories
Don’t hold my hand
Just lend me a shoulder
Be a friend
Answer me this
Were you ever mad
That’s how I am I can’t be what I expected
I just want to stay alive
Its not too late
Im wondering what Im doing with my life. Is everything i do for the greater good of me. I need to be happy with what i would be “doing with the rest of my life” and it scares me to think ill pick the wrong thing/person/place. But all in all theres nothing i could do about it ya know? Im wondering where is the guy thats gunna support me in everything i do. laugh at my stupid jokes. know how amazing i really am. and never forget how precious i can be.
But theres a late night thought pulled from my *sexy boots*
peace, love, and horses.
dont let it keep you down.
HOLLA
